Lyrics Source: rolfrolf.com
I heard you’ve been here
asking for me
I never thought I’d see you around
didn’t expect
you’d be looking for me
in this part of town
My heart almost stopped
when your name came up
I’ll never forget the first kiss
maybe you’re here
cause you actually care
but I won’t let you to see me like this
cos I can’t share my secrets
can’t let you see my scars
though it’s tearing up my heart
tell me why oh why I feel this way
tell me why I’m so afraid
of your love
so scared of your love
every time you call my name
I’m petrified I’m so ashamed
of your love
so scared of your love
so scared of love
too scared to come home
Been trying to build
a life on my own
I wanted to make it alone
pride is a needy
insatiable friend
wearing and tearing me down
I’m getting cold
feeling alone
hiding inside the crowd
try to avoid
the look in your eyes
their only reflecting my doubts
Tell me why I’m made this way
why am I so damned ashamed
by your love
so scared of your love
every time you call my name
I’m petrified I’m so ashamed
of your love
so scared of your love
so scared of love
too scared to come home
I got nothing
I got nowhere to go
there’s no cure for the lies
and the stories I’ve told
still I keep hiding
still I keep fighting
long after the truth has unfold
Tell me why I’m made this way
why am I so damned ashamed
by your love
so scared of your love
every time I hear your name
I realize I’m so afraid
of your love
so scared of your love
so scared of love
I’m to scared too come home
tell me why I’m so scared of your love
I’m too scared
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